All For One And None For All

Okay so I really like this guy and I wanna know if he likes me but I cant tell and I dont wanna ask him because I dont know how to tell. I am not an expert on guys and the last time I liked a guy it went horribly wrong and he only liked me as a friend making my confidence plument and now I cant even ask a guy if he likes me. Is there anyway to tell if he likes me?

A Very Confused Cherish

This week has been terrible. I tried out for a lead part in the school play and I screwed up a little but I was still good the only reason I didnt get the part is because the girl who got Abigail, the lead part, is prettier than me but still not as talented.

Also I made the biggest mistake of my life. I told my so called 'friends' that I liked my guy friend and then someone told him and he doesnt think I'm pretty enough and now I cant even talk to him or look at him and we were best friends. I hate love I swear that I will never fall in love again. Guys suck! The only guy I can even talk to is Jason and hes just a guy friend.

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A boy jumped off one of the two twin beds that lay in the room.
"Hi Im Bryar" He said offering his hand to shake. I shook it with a smile.
"Hi Im Cherish." I said. Looking around the room I saw that the boy had Motley Crue, Guns N' Roses and Linkin Park posters adorning the walls but what really caught my eye was the Negative and Lovex posters.
"So you lived in Finland huh? Did you ever see Negative or Lovex in concert?" He asked.
"I saw Negative once but I never got to see Lovex" I said sitting my stuff on the other bed.
"Hey wanna go check out the town I can show you some cool spots no one else knows abour" Bryar offered
"Sure why not?" I replied nochalantly. So Bryar and I walked around the town. We talked I told him about me growing up in homes in Germany, Sweden, Finland, Estonia, Russia, and America.
"Wow thats a lot of places" Bryar said.
"Yea I even got to met some stars along the way." I said.
"Like who?" Bryar asked.
"Well I met the Deathstars once which was pretty cool, then I met HIM, and of course Negative, and I still keep in touch with them all" I said.
"Really no way" Bryar exclaimed.
"Yea there pretty cool Im really close with them too I call them like every other day. Jonne and I cried together when I left
Finland." I said sadly missing my friends back home so much.
"Hey Bryar" Someone yelled. We turned around and were faced with this big ugly troll looking guy.
"What do you want Erin" Bryar asked more to his shoes than him. I instincivly stood in front of Bryar.
"Aw does little chicken shit have to have a girl fight his battles for him?" asked Erin.
"I am not a chicken shit" Bryar yelled.
"Oh Yeah well then I dare you to go to the old manor on the hill" Erin snickered.
"No way!" Bryar shouted.
"Okay!" I shouted at the same time as Bryar.
"OKay? Are you insane a vampire lives there!" Bryar shouted getting panicked.
"Im not afraid of any vampire. So well go but you have to go with us, Erin is it" I said "unless your chicken"
"Alright Ill go" Erin said.

Today was my neices birthday party but there are also more birthdays. Today is the twins birthday yes the Kaulitz twins Bill and Tom are 19 today. Also Jonne Aaron's birthday was the 30th so hes 25 and hes still sexy

Well you know what they say some things get better with age.

And you know whats cool there is this guy in my American Goverment class who looks like Gustav from Tokio Hotel so I have taken to calling him Gusti whenever I see him. Hes really cool and hes funny hes fastly becoming one of my best friends.

Anyways I have been really busy lately but soon I will update my posts so just be patient I havent gotten around to it lately because school has kept me so busy that I havent had time for anything else but studying. Sorry I will get around to it.

"What?!?!" I yelled. "I dont need a fucking babysitter Im almost 17 for christ sakes!!!"
"Yes but this is our first night in Sweden and we dont want to leave you alone so we asked the boy in the next apartment if he would come and watch over you I think his name is Andreas" My mom explained calmy despite my oncoming temper tantrum. But with that I stopped... the neighbor guy damn I saw him this morning and well lets just say having him as my babysitter wouldnt bother me one bit, but none the less I decided to keep up the charade so mom wouldnt suspect anything.
"I'll be in my room tell him to leave me alone" I said meaning the exact opposite. My mom wouldnt tell him that I knew she would say I was in my room doing something or other. I sneaked to my door and cracked it when someone knocked and it was him god he was looking fine! He was wearing a wife beater top and low rise jeans he leaned against the banister of the door mmhmm sexy.
"Cherish is in her room laying down" My mom told him.
"Doesnt want a babysitter huh?" he asked. Oh hes not just cute hes smart.
"Yes she thinks shes too old but I dont want to leave her here alone on her first night here. Theres leftover tofu casserole in the fridge" My mom said leaving. Blech!
"Well be sure to eat that then. Dont worry Im sure I'll be able to change her mind about me" He said closing the door. He went over to the coffee table and picked up the phone. Oh so hes justgonna talk to his friends and just leave me alone humph no fun.
"Hey kid do you want to order a pizza tofu doesnt really sound good to me" He asked. I came out of my room.
"Sure sounds fine to me." I said plopping down on the couch and getting comfy "Hope you got cash cuz I dont"
"Fine I'll pay but you own me" He smirked. "Im Andreas Im guessing your Cherish unless there are any more beautiful girls here that your mother failed to tell me about" I blushed and giggled.
"Yes Im Cherish do you wanna watch a movie?" I asked.
"Sure I hope you have something better than these crappy movies" He said picking up on of my moms movies.
"Yea Ive got Dead Silence, Amittyville Horror, The Forsaken.." I started.
"Ive never heard of the Forsaken what is it about?" He asked.
"Vampires" I said going into my room and getting it. I searched all over and finally remember seeing it under my bed I got down on my knees making my butt go in the air and looked under my bed and there it was.
"Gotcha" I said to myself. Then I heard a wolf whistle and Andreas was standing at the door. I gave him a look that clearly said god-you-are-so-immature he just smiled holding the pizza.
"Why dont we watch it in here I think your bed is big enough" He suggested.
"You just want to get me into bed with you" I winked putting the DVD in and hopping onto the bed helping myself to some pizza. By the end of the video the pizza box was empty and we were cuddled together like a couple. I dont think I watched most of it I just couldnt stop looking at him he was so.... hot! When the credits were rolling we came to face each other his lips were so close. I turned away from him but he brought my face back to his and just kissed me hard and hot. The kiss kept getting hotter and hotter and I suddenly found myself pinned underneath his body our clothes being quickly shed and a condom hastily shoved on. He thrust in gently at first trying to develop a steady rythme. Our bodies together like this just felt so right but so wrong at the same time. The moans and whimpers escaping my throat became louder as he thrust more roughly. I was on the verge of screaming out when there came a knock on the front door.
"Mhgh just f-forget it" I whined clutching onto his back holding him tight to me.
"I wont even think of cutting this short" he said. I was about to kill whoever was daring to pound on the door interupting this... bliss. He bit down on my bottom lip hard then kissed me, he pinned my hands down and began to bite me all over my neck and chest leaving marks so everyone will know that I belonged to him if only for this moment.
Why didnt I want to have a babysitter again?
"Uh Uh O-Oh god dont stop" I moaned loud enough for the nieghbors to hear but oh well I dont care Im having the fuck of my life.
"Fuck" He swore thrusting in so hard Im sure Id be sore in the morning but again the phrase fuck of my life comes into play.
Just then we heard the front door open. Good thing we shut the door.
"Honey Im home early" My mom shouted "That was me at the door I lost my key but it was in the car" Uh Oh. The surprise was enough to make him cum into me and then me cum my loud scream being supressed by his mouth against mine.
"Quick put your clothes back on and pretend to be asleep." Andreas said. So we rushed and put our clothes on, well most of them I couldnt find my panties, and leaned on each other pretending to sleep my mother walked in my bedroom awwwed then walked out. We opened our eyes and giggled.
"Maybe you should babysit more often" I suggested.
"If you keep this up I might have to" He said "oh and I think these are yours" He showed up my panties and I smiled trying to take them from him but he pulled them back and pointed to his lips.
Con artist he took my panties to get a kiss. So I kissed him long and hard and then we went to sleep cuddling together. Who know babysitters could be so fun. Yep all in all it turned out to be one fine night.

Yes there must be because the music is great and the men are hot. I just listened to Private Line, I had heard of them a lot and one time I was just looking for something to watch on Youtube and I typed in Private Line watched 1 800 Out of Nowhere and I fell in love. The music is amazing it just flows. Jack Smack the lead guitarist is just the cutest too. Hes like the kind of person that you just wanna hug because he is so cute. You should really check out there music I cant even decide my favorite song I love them.

Some sweet videos you should check out by these finnish pirates:

Forever And A Day

1 800 Out of Nowhere

Broken Promised Land

 

Or you can just wait until I upload them on buzz, but I wouldnt a second without Private Line is a second wasted. Lol see Ive liked them for a day and Im already obssessed now off to find out more about them.

And remember Jack = Love

"Hi Im Julian Drain" he said with that cute accent.

"I know that but how do you know about Dani?" I asked

"Well Dani is a friend of mine and you were running out of his place and he has quite the temper so I put two and two together and figured it was him" Julian explained. 'Quite a temper' he has no idea.

"So are you okay?" He asked.

"Im fine just a little shaken up" I said.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yes but I really dont want to go back there tonight." I said honestly.

"You can stay with me in my hotel room for the night if youd like" he suggested.

"I dont know" I said.

"I promise I wont try anything" he said putting his hands up innocently.

"Okay" I said. Normally I wouldnt even consider it but I cant resist his cuteness.

"But you have to do something for me" he said.

"Always a catch" I replied. I started using that phrase after I saw Constantine cuz I loved that movie.

"You have to go out to dinner with me tommorow please?" he asked.

"Umm... okay I guess its only fair" I smirked.

"Alright Miss..." Julian. Ha I didnt even give him my name and he wants to go out with me thats a first.

"My name is Cherish... Vale" I said.

"Cherish thats such a pretty name" Julian said. "Well shall we "he offered his hand I took it.

"Yes we shall."

MY SECOND ENTRY OF THE DAY! YEAH! Lol enjoy.

The next day I woke and recaped what happened. I ran away from home found my boyfriend cheating with my best friend ran into a hot rockstar
and cryed to him then he took me home apparently then ran away again and just happened to go to the Inn that he is staying at coincedience
or not?
I got dressed and walked down to the lobby to hear Finnish being spoken but it was immediatly hushed when I walked in I decided to pretend
that nothing had happened with me and Theon and just continue on so I just grabbed some coffee and a muffin and sat down at a table a
little ways away from the young boys. It was not very long until the handsome blonde in question came over.
"Hello Cherish" Theon said.
"How do you know my name?" I asked.
"I know a lot about you" He replied.
"Oh yeah well I know a lot about you. Torsti!" I replied.
"A lot of people know my real name but not a lot of people know that you only dated your boyfriend because he looks like a certain blonde singer." He said refering to himself. Well maybe I did but hey have you see Theon? Hes good looking I could help that my stupid ex looked a little like him well maybe a lot I guess but thats not the whole reason.
"How do you know about that? In fact how do you know me? Why did you save me? Why are you here?" I asked getting frantic and frustrated.
"I know about that because I know you you cant say that you dont remember me. I was a friend of your brother's long long ago. Your foster brother was not human he was an angel sent to protect you and he died fighting a demon that was trying to kill you." He said.
"What do mean? I never knew you! Your crazy and my brother was killed in a car crash not fighting some demon" I said getting up. As soon as I got up the others stood up too. I started backing up I backed straight into someone I turned to look and it was Vivian. Wait! What? Vivian!
No thats impossible he was just over there. He grabbed my shoulder and held me in place tightly but gentle enough not to hurt me but he was strong, I couldnt break free usually I can fight but hes unhumanly strong but at the same time he was taking so much care not to hurt me.
"You must see the truth" Theon said passing his hands over my eyes and everything went black.

"You all can stay at our place" I stated happily
"I dont want us to be in the way" Bill said.
"You wont we have plently of room." I smirked waiting for their answer eagerly.
"Were gonna talk it over" Tom said and they all huddled together a little ways away.
"Cherish what are you thinking?" asked Hannah.
"That they have no place to go, we have plently of room, and I can hang with Tokio Hotel." I said.
"Yeah think of the publicity" Derrick said.
"Who cares about publicity its Tokio Hotel, Ill actually get to really talk to Bill Ive wanted to hang out with him since I saw one of there shows in Germany when they were still Devilish. Gosh they were cute" I said whispering the last part to myself. My brother knew exactly what I was thinking thou.
"Your obsessed" he remarked.
"I take offense to that" I replied.
"Why its true all you ever talk about is Tokio Hotel this and Bill that on and on and on" Alec snickered. I punched him playfully.
"Oh yeah well you can walk around the streets of Germany all by urself then" I said then I realized something. "Oh mien gott!"
"What?" asked the others concerned.
"We might be on the same flight as them" I giggled clapping happily and jumping around. Alec is just looking at me with one raised eyebrow.
"O Brother" Derrick said clapping his hand to his forehead.
"You just realized that now?" Hannah asked. I stopped jumping around and looked embarassed.
"So what I hit my head." I remarked turning around widely and I was met with Bills chest.
"Sorry" I said blushing. He just hugged me.
"Thats okay"  Bill said. God I couldve died in his arms and be happy, and ....he smells really good *blush*
"What was that about?" I asked.
"I dunno. Anyways we reached a verdict" he said.
"K what?" I asked.
"Well"

Ah yes the premiere of my new fan fic staring a vampiric lovex and I am still looking for a girl for Sammy, Christian and Jason so email me your info if you want one of these talented and handsome boys.

A new town and new life.
My name is Cherish Wolf and I just got kicked off to a new orphans center in this shit hole town called Shadowvale, Illinois in the fucking States for christ sakes! I had to take a plane from beautiful cold Tampere, Finland to boring hot Shadowale. My flight was terrible nothing to do no TV or nothing and I was stuck with nothing to do because I had put my CD player in one of my suitcases which of course was not with me. The flight attendent tried to get all chumy with me but I ignored her, I really didnt feel like being nice to anyone at the moment. I felt like trash that could be throw away when I wasnt convinent anymore I guess I always will fell this way no home no family and no friends.
When the plane touched down I quickly got my bags and left and started to walk the 2 blocks to the church on the edge of town. Seriously the airport was at one edge of town and the center on the other this town was so small you could throw a rock from one end to the other. This place didnt even have any street lights, so I fished a flashlight out of my suitcase, which had everything I own in it, and began my walk. I was about half way there when I heard some one call my name I turned around then back around. It sounded as if the very wind was calling my name.
"Hello" I called into the dark. A noise came making me jump a mile, I realized that it was my phone playing Glory of the Shame. That's Christus's ring tone. I answered it.
"Hey Chris" I said.
"Hey sweetie how was the flight?" He asked.
"Sucky. They didnt exaggerate when they said this town was tiny. My fucking attention span is bigger than this town" I complained.
"Wow and thats saying something. Are you at the center yet?" He asked.
"No I'm not. This town is seriously creepy." I replied.
"Okay do want me to stay on the phone with you until your there?" He asked.
"Would you please?" I asked.
"Of course love." He answered. So we talked about Finland and music and he listened to me whine about being here until I got to the center.
"Okay Im here Chris" I said.
"Alright love I'll call tommorow love you" He said he meant in a brotherly way dont think like that sickos.
"Love you too Chris." I said and hung up the phone. And walking into the run down old building that was the center.
"Ah you must be Miss Wolf. I am Isobelle." said a slightly plump woman. My first impression of her was bad I thought she would be like all the rest with that fake sugar sweet attitude. I had been kicked around to way to many homes to fall for that sickly sweet speach.
"Your room is this way we dont have any rooms in the girls wing so for now youll be staying with a boy." She explained.
"Ja Ja Ja I dont care" I grumbled just ready to lay down and sleep.
"Ah I read on your chart youve been to many homes around the world. How was Finland?" She asked.
"Better than this dump." I growled at her.
"Oh well youll be 18 pretty soon then you can go back if you like." She said sweetly. "Here we are" She pointed to a room.
"I can get this myself" I told her when she tryed to help me with my bags "And I fully intented to return to Tampere when Im 18" I slammed the door in her face.
"Nice" said a boys voice from behind me.

We both stood up at the same but flames shot after the demon that was now going after Bryar. He jumped back quickly.
"You missed bitch" He smirked.
"Who said I was aiming for you" Cherish smirked pointing up. The demon looked up as a branch nearly crashed onto him but he jumped back which caused Cherish to jump after him drawing a blade so quick the demon didnt have any time to react before she slashed at him. He steped backwards with a smirk and he looked down his midsection was cover in blood she cut him good and deep. He feel forward and was no more. She sheathed her sword and kicked his body then spit on it.
"Weakling" she said.
"That was awesome." Bryar said jumping up and down.
"Not much of a show was it boys?" She asked. What was she talking to us maybe that boy came back and is hiding and shes talking to him and Bryar she certianly couldnt tell that we were here she wouldve noticed a long time ago wouldnt she?
*Cherish POV*
REWIND A LITTLE WHEN THE DEMON WAS HEADING TOWARD BRYAR
Mother Fucker that hurt that stupid fucking demon is gonna get. I thew fire towards the branch right above that stupid demon. He jumped back assuming that I was aiming for him. God hes so much dumber than I thought he was.
"You missed bitch" He said smirking like a fucking moron.
"Who said I was aiming for you" I smirked pointing at the tree branch that was now going to fall on his head until he moved.
I calculated where he would jump back to and while he wasnt watching I drew my sword and sheath out of thin air and unsheathed my sword and jumped forward quickly using my power of speed to take him off guard and make a carefully calculated slash at his stomach. He fell back a little assuming that he wasnt hit and that I missed but he was caught off guard when he started to bleed and second later he was dead because I hit all the arteries in his stomach and some internal organs. He was pretty much dead when he dared to go after Bryar no one messes with my friends.
"That was awesome" Bryar said exictidly.
"Not much of a show was it boys" I asked talking to my little audience.I had figured out a long while ago. Now normally if a demon supressed his aura another demon couldnt tell that they were even there but I am not just a demon. Im half demon half angel so I can sense a demon even if they are attempting to supress their aura. The two came out unhappily. Bryar and I noticed who they were and I smiled at him.
"Ha Ha you owe me 20 bucks" I remarked.
"You cheated!" Bryar replied. Bone and Whip just looked confused.
"What you didnt think I knew you were a werewolf and a demon puh-lease its as obvious as the wings on my back" I replied smiling weakly that little attack had taken a lot of my energy I leaned onto one of the gravestones trying to make it not soobvious that I was so exausted I could barely stand. I had used a lot of magic today much more than normal first I was ambushed by a group of vampires then a fight with a very strong angel a few demons here and there and I was beat I used way to much power. I felt my knees go out from underneath me and it was as if everything stopped.
*Whip POV*
She was weak I could tell we had been watching her all day and the others stopped me whenever I had tried to interfere in one of her fights and this is the result shes too weak to even stand. She just leaned onto one of the headstones and was
trying to keep herself concious and soon failed she fell foward and I quickly caught her being very careful not to hurt her.
As I carried her back to where we were staying in this half light I could help but think that this girl was beautiful.

After a much needed vacation I am back. I got to go to a waterpark which was awesome. I ate junk food went off a high dive got to go on massive water slides and even gave a cute boy my number all in all it was pretty fun but I did miss my friends here on Buzz and Im happy to announce that I will be adding a new fan fic starting a vampiric Lovex now I still need some characters but Vivian Theon Julian are all already taken so by default that leaves Jason Sammy and Christian available just email me with this information in an email title Yours(which is the title of the story btw) :
Name:
Age:
Likes:
Dislikes:
Apperance:
Tattooes/Peircings:
Other Stuff:
And in this story our guys are the good guys and have none of the weakness normal vampires have.

Hey guys my parents finally made up their minds and Im going on vacation to a sweet water park in Storm Lake so I'll see you guys in a few days. Dont worry I'll be back so dont miss me too much.
Love
Cherish Kaulitz

I decided to go for a long walk to forget about Dani being a controlling prick. So I began to leave but Dani called for me from the kitchen I turned around rolling my eyes.

"What" I asked hostily.

"Where do you think your going?" Dani asked.

"Out. Ill be back later" I said.

"Whoa whoa whoa you arent going anywhere" Dani replied grabing my arm hard.

"Dani stop your hurting me" I said struggling against him. He pulled me to him and I looked into his they were turning red.

"You are mine little girl and you arent leaving" He said. I struggled but he was to strong my hand was pressed against his chest and somehow he flew backwards hitting the floor hard. I took my chance and ran for it I ran out the door and kept running I could feel him still chasing me I feel him get closer and then I ran into someone. I screamed and struggled thinking it was Dani.

"Hey its okay your alright" Someone said comforting me his voice was almost musical. He was Finnish I could tell he had the gorgeous accent that I loved. I looked up at my savior and my jaw dropped I couldnt even believe who I was speaking too. I mean what would he be doing here he lives all the way in Finland. He wasnt touring or else I would be the first one to have tickets to any show so what is he doing here?

"Are you okay did Dani hurt you?" He asked. I was much to shocked to answer I mean who wouldnt be if they met the cuttest drummer in the world. I was so nervous but he didnt seem to be.

"Hi Im..."

"Bill....Bill...Wo Sie sind?" someone yelled. I knew that voice it was... *Bill... Bill... Where are you?*

"Tom....Hier" Bill yelled. *Tom Over Here*

"Dort sind Sie ich habe überall für Sie geschaut. Oh Hallo und wer das ist " Tom said running up to us. I looked down at my feet shyly. *There you are i have been looking everywhere for you. Oh hello and who is this*

"Das ist Cherish davon Death Valley" Bill introduced putting his arm around me protectivly. *This is Cherish from Death Valley*

"Oh Ja dieses süße Sänger-Mädchen* Tom said wiggling his lip ring with his tongue. Bill gave him a look. *Oh yeah that cute singer girl*

"Wo die anderen sind?" Bill asked changing the subject. *Where are the others?*

"Das noch Suchen nach Ihnen. Halten Sie fest ich werde sie in diesem Augenblick nennen." Tom answered taking his cell out and walking away a little to talk to whoever. Bill still had his arm around me he noticed and pulled away looking away and blushing. *Still looking for you. Hold on I will call them right now.*

"Er sicher mag flirten" I said looking at my shoes as if they were the most intersting thing on earth. *He sure likes to flirt*

"Ja. Aber nur mit den hübschen Mädchen" Bill said then covered his mouth blushing a dark red. *Yes but only with the pretty girls* Alec was just looking at us confused. Good thing I never taught him German or he would tell the others what Bill said.

"Cherish what are you doing" yelled Hannah walking towards us with Derrick and Nicky in tow.

"Just hanging with Bill" i said then turned to Bill "Wir müssen Englisch sprechen, weil diese Verzögerungen dont German sprechen" *We have to speak English because these retards dont speak German* I motioned with my thumb to the others. Bill stiffled a giggle behind his hand.

"Hi Im Bill" he said.

"Hi Im Hannah, this is my little brother Derrick and this is Nicky" Hannah said.

"Yeah your Death Valley Im sure Gustav would be happy to meet you" Bill said.
"größtenteils wissen Sie wer" I giggled reffering to Hannah Bill giggled with me while the others just looked confused. *mostly you know who*

"Oh here comes the others" Bill said. "Hey guys come here meet my new friends" Gustav came running faster than the others and stood in front of Hannah and she blushed.

"Hallo Ich bin Gustav" Gustav said to Hannah *Hello I am Gustav* Hannah just looked confused.

"Gustav sprechen Englisch bitte" I said. *Gustav speak English please*

"Oh I said Hi im Gustav... this is Georg and Tom" He said introducing everyone in turn said hello or in Tom's case just waved causually.

"Hey I forgot to ask why are you here anyways" Bill asked.

"Ill answer only if you do first" I replied.

"They had to check on my voice" He said.

"Oh my god are you okay is anything wrong?" i asked panicing a little.

"No its just a check up everything is fine now what happened to you?" Bill asked.

"I fainted on stage" I said then noticing the panic striken look on Bill's face I added "Its just from fatigue I havent had a break since I joined the band and that was 2 years ago."

"She go off into projects without telling us and we inadervantly get dragged along for the ride" Hannah explained.
"Yes but it all works out with me and the helm of operations" I bragged. The others rolled their eyes and groaned.

"What about in Russia and how bout in New York or even..." Derrick started.

"Okay okay so I've had a few screw ups so sue me" I grumbled.

"Everyone messes up sometimes" Bill offered. I blushed a little.

"Thanks. Hey where are you guys going after this?" I asked.

"Trying to find a hotel we can stay at because our flight got canceled and rescheduled for a week" Tom explained still looking at me in a flirtacious manner.

"Oh you're gonna be hard pressed to find one now the National Motocross Championships are this week in Chicago the only hotels still avaliable are the really dirty ones" Nicky said. He always was the smart one but that would mean that they have no where to go or do they?

"Then were out of luck" Bill said.

"I got an idea!" I shreiked happily.

"What?" All the others asked.

Clue: He was born July 26 1982 in Tampere Finland.

"I will always be here for you if ever you need me again just call my name and I will be there for you"

I jotled awake in bed and looked outside I was still dark out I layed back down trying to get my head together.

"It was a dream but which parts were the dream." I thought. His voice still resonated in my head. Him singing to me comforting me and protecting me. Was it just a dream or was it real? I looked down to my wrist to see that my friendship braclet was no longer there and looked over in the corner to see my backpack with all my stuff in it.

"Okay so that parts real." I said aloud.

"Cherish!!" My father yelled.

"Shit" I swore grabbing my backpack but realizing I was still in my PJ's my baggy motley crue shirt and my loose fitting black fabric pants. I quickly grabbed some extra clothes and jumped out the window onto the tree then climbing down it running down the street as quickly as I could.

But the problem is I had no where to go my so called best friend is out and my boyfriend, well ex boyfriend now, is out. So where could I possibly go. For a minute I thought that I would have to go back and face another beating but something told me to go to the inn just a few blocks down so I ran all the way there and burst thru the door.

"Oh my gosh dear what happened to you?" The old woman at the desk asked. I looked at myself realizing that my pants bottoms were splattered with mud and my shirt was stained with tears.

"I had a rough night to you have any vacancies?" I asked. She just nodded looking at me with pity which was starting to annoy me. She took a key off one of the hooks and started to show me to my room.

"I hope you like it quiet because its only you and a few other boys." She said opening the door to my room.

"Um this may sound like a weird question but did one of those boys happen to be a tall blonde with green eyes?" I asked.

"Yes how did you know that?" She asked handing me the key looking at me strangely..

"We had a little run in a little while ago." I replied shutting the door turning and leaning on it.

"It wasnt just a dream" I whispered.

Clue: "Is there anyone anymore"

Bill One Shot

This again is dedicated to Stacey since she again got to clue right. Its really just a cute story.

"Geronimo!!" Bill yelled jumping into the pool getting me all wet.

"Bill!! Watch it you got my book all wet" I whined.

"Oh poor baby" Bill remarked sarcastically. "Why not swim with us?" I just looked at him.

"Because I dont have anything to swim in because my stuff is still at home so neh!" I replied sticking my tongue at him.

"Swim in that" Tom suggested. I looked down at my shorts and baggy old motley crue t shirt.

"I dont want to get my favorite shirt wet" I replied.

"Thats what a dryers for" Tom remarked. I rolled my eyes and just jumped in the pool.

"Thats the spirit" Bill smiled. I smiled at him taking in him not wearing any makeup and his black hair down Tom in no dreads and no ball cap it was such a casual day I decided to float on my lounger no sooner had I finally gotten on the damn slippery thing I was tackled by two large masses and thrown back in the water when I surfaced I saw Bill and Tom sharing my lounger.

"Theives" I cried and jumped on them tipping us all in the water. We all came up sputtering for air the twins looked at each seamingly reading each others then looking at me like little devils. Figuring this could not boad well I took my chance to hightail it back into the house running upstairs and hiding in shower in the bathroom pulling the curtains around the tub. I kept waiting and waiting and I mustve fallen asleep because someone turned the shower on with only cold water. I jumped out of the jump and tackled whoever turned on the water and I glared in his face.

"Your mean" I said to Bill.

"Oh Ja well you suck!" Bill replied sticking his tongue out at me.

"Yes I do and last I checked you enjoyed it" I smirked.

"Well you do have a point" He said mirroring my smirk.

"Too bad your not getting any tonight" I smiled and ran off.

"Hey! No fair!" Bill replied running after.

"Youll never find me this time Kaulitz!" I yelled running as fast as possible away from him.

"What is this hide and seek?" He yelled after me.

"Yes!" I squeaked.

"What are you 5?" He asked sighing.

"Yes!" I giggled.

Clue: His real name is Torsti

I had gotten a early flight to Finland. Theon had found out that I never called Ville or Bam or the others and instead of yelling at me he just called them and told them were I was heading and Ville said he was coming with me and Theon told him not to because I just needed to be left alone. When Theon called and told me I thanked him like a million times.

My flight finally boarded I sat in my seat and soon I heard some Finnish being spoken but when I heard Ville I jumped up but then Tommi said right after and I knew who I was I ran towards the front and poke the young Finn in the shoulder.

"Hi Cinderella"

He turned and looked at me with cute blue eyes. Cinderella was our little inside joke because in a interview once he said he wanted to be Cinderella

"Cherish!" He said jumping up and hugging me. I sat down in the empty seat next to him and let him hug me more.

"What were you doing in West Chester Jonne?" I asked.

"My flight from Japan got rerouted. I got sick and couldnt fly home so the guys left me and Tommi here back in Japan Tommi was being all over protective with me and wouldnt leave me alone" He giggled. I laughed and waved at Tommi.

"So why are you headed to Finland I thought you were living with Bam?" Tommi asked. I explained the whole story and Jonnes expression went from jealous to angry to happy.

"So your not going to date Ville?" Jonne asked.

"Huh? What? No! Of course not! Do you even think I would consider dating him?" I asked frantically making some people look at us. "Yea keep staring I might grow an extra head... pricks" i said the last part to myself.

"Well you seemed kinda nervous around him sometimes" Jonne said shyly. Oh no I shouldnt have yelled the poor cutie. Wait! What did I just think. Jonne? Cute? Maybe like little brother cute but not boyfriend cute or maybe he is. Long blonde hair those blue eyes and that body and that nipple ring that looked so sexy maybe I was crushing on Jonne but I was still sorta crushing on Ville no matter how much I denied it but the question is Jonne or Ville?

Jonne is sweet and hes blonde and has those amazing blue eyes that seem to look into your soul and Jonne has so much compassion for others hes so sweet and amazingly handsome and he dosent live with Bam so that means I wouldnt have to deal with Jussi showing up and wrecking my life again and Jonne has always been there for me even when I thought I could stand up on my own Jonne was always helping me. But Ville is great hes so sweet and his green eyes are beautiful and I love the way he smiles at me and how much he makes me laugh even I dont want him to.

This is gonna be a hard decison.

Who should I choose?

Me and Jonne were still just lazing around when I got a call from Renee.

"Hello" I answered Jonne was still sucking on my neck and rubbing my thigh I slapped his hand but he kept on going.

"Hi! Dani told us that you finally met Jonne so weve decided that youve got to bring him to meet us so we can approve of him" Renee said.

"Okay whos we. Me Kaitlyn, Linde, and Gerard." She said. Yay the whole crew. Gerard is human but Linde is half demon which is good because Linde lives in Finland still and he shimmers in a lot to see Renee I think he actually spends more time here then at home. Oh and Linde is with Renee and Gerard is Kaitlyn.

Linde and Renee met when Renee went to a HIM concert they met and hit it off. Gerard and Kaitlyn met thru me cuz I knew Gerard way back when in Jersey. I sighed

"Why do I have to?" I asked.

"Because we said so meet us at the soda shop it will be like a triple date" She said hanging up before I could protest more.

"Get that?" I asked Jonne.

"Yea it wont be so bad meeting your friends" he offered.

"You dont know my friends" I sighed getting up.

A little less that an hour later, Jonne had to do his makeup and so did I, we were at the dumpy little soda shop I was dreading this they could be so hard on my boyfriends I grabbed Jonnes hand nervously he squeased my hand reasuringly.

"You know we can just leave right now before they see us" I said.

"No" Jonne said. I sighed.

"Okay but try not to make Renee mad Im still scraping whats left of the last guy off the walls." I said Jonne just laughed. "Im not kidding" He just kept dragging me along. When we got to the table the guys just smiled.

"Hi guys" I said. Jonne pulled out a seat for me and then sat down right next to me. I put my hand on his leg and he put his arm around my shoulder.

"So you wanted to meet him well this is Jonne. Jonne this is Renee you know Linde already Gerard amd Kaitlyn." I said. Then the waitress came over and asked for our drinks me and Jonne both just got a dr pepper

"Oh so your the Renee Ive heard so much about why havent I met you before?" Jonne asked.

"Because we keep very busy with our hunting we have plently of work to do and I just couldnt get the chance to take some time off" she explained.

"You could but you refused saying that we might need you" I said.

"Well you might" She exclaimed.

"We have soldiers around the world Im sure the world wont end if you take some time off to see your boyfriend" I laughed.

"But what if it does?" She asked.

"If the world ends when you have a day off youll work for the rest of eternity" I smirked.

"But then the world will over and I wont have to work" She replied.

"Exactly" I said. She just crossed her arms defeated. Kaitlyn was looking over Jonne with a scrutinizing gaze I knew she was thinking of Kevin that peice of shit who mistreated me and cheated on me. The waitress brought us our drinks and immediatly began chugging mine

"So have you had sex yet?" Kaitlyn asked making me spit my drink.

"Kaitlyn! My sex life is none of your business! Besides you wouldve heard me." I replied. Jonne just laughed.

"No we havent had sex yet we were about to when you guys called" Jonne explained.

"Jonne!!" I yelled getting embarassed. The others just laughed a little cept Kaitlyn she looked at Jonne critcally. She worries about me sometimes you know like a good friend should. We spent the rest of our time together just talking about stuff i was glad to get off the subject of mine and Jonnes sex life.

Clue about the character: Er ist der süße Zwilling

AGAIN THIS ONE GOES TO STACEY!

I was running away again but this time I wasnt coming back the only things I had keeping me weighted to this world are gone. The only friend I had left is no more my boyfriend is a liar and a cheat. She left me no choice but to leave when she did the unforgivable.

My foster father had hit me again, and I had had enough so I ran away I planned to run to my boyfriends house and stay there for awhile until I could get a flight home to Finland were I belonged. I ran his home and I used the spare key he had given me to unlock the door. When I opened it I wished I hadent I saw close scatered on the floor that was what made me sick but the real hit in the stomach came when I saw it, the other half of the best friend braclet I had given to Kalie. I was horrified and disgusted that my best friend would stab me in the back like that. I barged upstairs to the bedroom and kicked open the door. Kalie and Stephen both had the same look the deer caught in the headlights well this deer was about to get hit. I ripped off the ring Stephen gave me and threw it at him then the friendship braclet and left without a word.

Now I was running crying so hard I couldnt see where I was going but I didnt care I didnt know where to go anyways. I ran and I ran until I couldnt run anymore and I just collapse and let out a scream and began to sob hysterically I felt arms around me pulling me away from wherever I was. I kicked and cried and screamed.

"Shh you were lying in the street youll get runover shhh dont cry its okay its okay" the man soothed. If he only knew. I thought back to it and started to sob even harder but I realized that I couldnt breath I began to gasp for air I began to panic and grabbed for my inhaler finding that it wasnt there. He grabbed my face and made me look at him though thru the tears I could only vagely see his blonde hair and the basic outline of his face.

"Hey look at me just take a deep breath okay can you do that for me?" He asked. I took a few deep breaths and wiped my tears away. Then beginning to sob again.

"Everything is wrong. No one cares. Im alone" I sobbed.

"No your not alone I care about you." He soothed me. I looked up at his face regonizing those beautiful eyes. It was Theon from Lovex.

"Shhh" He whispered then he started to sing to me.

Through the darkness and broken glass
I'll come for you, if you only ask
And there i'll stand
Just for you
Million miles between our lives
can't keep us apart from our grieving hearts
sealed with love
God speed my darling
For your name
I'm calling
For our love
I'm falling on my knees
And if you cry, i'll hold your head up high
I'll be there by your side
I will be your guardian angel
And if you cry, i'll hold your head up high
I'll be there by your side
I will be your guardian angel
In the garden of lonely love
I'll wait for you, 'till the time will come
When i see you smile
Just for me
Love and loss embrace the pain
You can't hide your tears in the rain
I'll be there
Just wait my darling
And if you cry, i'll hold your head up high
I'll be there by your side
I will be your guardian angel
And if you cry, i'll hold your head up high
I'll be there by your side
I will be your guardian angel
I will do the things that I can to light your life and see you smile
And it brakes my heart in two
'til I see you smile
just for me
'til I hear you breath
calm and free
and until you sleep
I won't let you grieve
And if you cry, i'll hold your head up high
I'll be there by your side
I will be your guardian angel
And if you cry, i'll hold your head up high
I'll be there by your side
I will be your guardian angel
I will do the things that I can to light your life and see you smile
And it brakes my heart in two

I REALLY LIKE THIS ONE IM THINKING OF MAKING IT INTO A FULL ONE SHOT