From left to right Spit (bass) then behind him is Eliaz (Drums) then Sammy (Vox) and behind him is Jack or Japa (God of Guitars) then theres illy (Guitars). Oh and Sammy is Crystals and Jack is mine so you no touchy.]]>
A Very Confused Cherish
]]>Also I made the biggest mistake of my life. I told my so called 'friends' that I liked my guy friend and then someone told him and he doesnt think I'm pretty enough and now I cant even talk to him or look at him and we were best friends. I hate love I swear that I will never fall in love again. Guys suck! The only guy I can even talk to is Jason and hes just a guy friend.
]]>A boy jumped off one of the two twin beds that lay in the room.
"Hi Im Bryar" He said offering his hand to shake. I shook it with a smile.
"Hi Im Cherish." I said. Looking around the room I saw that the boy had Motley Crue, Guns N' Roses and Linkin Park posters adorning the walls but what really caught my eye was the Negative and Lovex posters.
"So you lived in Finland huh? Did you ever see Negative or Lovex in concert?" He asked.
"I saw Negative once but I never got to see Lovex" I said sitting my stuff on the other bed.
"Hey wanna go check out the town I can show you some cool spots no one else knows abour" Bryar offered
"Sure why not?" I replied nochalantly. So Bryar and I walked around the town. We talked I told him about me growing up in homes in Germany, Sweden, Finland, Estonia, Russia, and America.
"Wow thats a lot of places" Bryar said.
"Yea I even got to met some stars along the way." I said.
"Like who?" Bryar asked.
"Well I met the Deathstars once which was pretty cool, then I met HIM, and of course Negative, and I still keep in touch with them all" I said.
"Really no way" Bryar exclaimed.
"Yea there pretty cool Im really close with them too I call them like every other day. Jonne and I cried together when I left
Finland." I said sadly missing my friends back home so much.
"Hey Bryar" Someone yelled. We turned around and were faced with this big ugly troll looking guy.
"What do you want Erin" Bryar asked more to his shoes than him. I instincivly stood in front of Bryar.
"Aw does little chicken shit have to have a girl fight his battles for him?" asked Erin.
"I am not a chicken shit" Bryar yelled.
"Oh Yeah well then I dare you to go to the old manor on the hill" Erin snickered.
"No way!" Bryar shouted.
"Okay!" I shouted at the same time as Bryar.
"OKay? Are you insane a vampire lives there!" Bryar shouted getting panicked.
"Im not afraid of any vampire. So well go but you have to go with us, Erin is it" I said "unless your chicken"
"Alright Ill go" Erin said.
Well you know what they say some things get better with age.
And you know whats cool there is this guy in my American Goverment class who looks like Gustav from Tokio Hotel so I have taken to calling him Gusti whenever I see him. Hes really cool and hes funny hes fastly becoming one of my best friends.
Anyways I have been really busy lately but soon I will update my posts so just be patient I havent gotten around to it lately because school has kept me so busy that I havent had time for anything else but studying. Sorry I will get around to it.
]]>Some sweet videos you should check out by these finnish pirates:
Or you can just wait until I upload them on buzz, but I wouldnt a second without Private Line is a second wasted. Lol see Ive liked them for a day and Im already obssessed now off to find out more about them.
And remember Jack = Love
]]>"I know that but how do you know about Dani?" I asked
"Well Dani is a friend of mine and you were running out of his place and he has quite the temper so I put two and two together and figured it was him" Julian explained. 'Quite a temper' he has no idea.
"So are you okay?" He asked.
"Im fine just a little shaken up" I said.
"Are you sure?" He asked.
"Yes but I really dont want to go back there tonight." I said honestly.
"You can stay with me in my hotel room for the night if youd like" he suggested.
"I dont know" I said.
"I promise I wont try anything" he said putting his hands up innocently.
"Okay" I said. Normally I wouldnt even consider it but I cant resist his cuteness.
"But you have to do something for me" he said.
"Always a catch" I replied. I started using that phrase after I saw Constantine cuz I loved that movie.
"You have to go out to dinner with me tommorow please?" he asked.
"Umm... okay I guess its only fair" I smirked.
"Alright Miss..." Julian. Ha I didnt even give him my name and he wants to go out with me thats a first.
"My name is Cherish... Vale" I said.
"Cherish thats such a pretty name" Julian said. "Well shall we "he offered his hand I took it.
"Yes we shall."
]]>The next day I woke and recaped what happened. I ran away from home found my boyfriend cheating with my best friend ran into a hot rockstar
and cryed to him then he took me home apparently then ran away again and just happened to go to the Inn that he is staying at coincedience
or not?
I got dressed and walked down to the lobby to hear Finnish being spoken but it was immediatly hushed when I walked in I decided to pretend
that nothing had happened with me and Theon and just continue on so I just grabbed some coffee and a muffin and sat down at a table a
little ways away from the young boys. It was not very long until the handsome blonde in question came over.
"Hello Cherish" Theon said.
"How do you know my name?" I asked.
"I know a lot about you" He replied.
"Oh yeah well I know a lot about you. Torsti!" I replied.
"A lot of people know my real name but not a lot of people know that you only dated your boyfriend because he looks like a certain blonde singer." He said refering to himself. Well maybe I did but hey have you see Theon? Hes good looking I could help that my stupid ex looked a little like him well maybe a lot I guess but thats not the whole reason.
"How do you know about that? In fact how do you know me? Why did you save me? Why are you here?" I asked getting frantic and frustrated.
"I know about that because I know you you cant say that you dont remember me. I was a friend of your brother's long long ago. Your foster brother was not human he was an angel sent to protect you and he died fighting a demon that was trying to kill you." He said.
"What do mean? I never knew you! Your crazy and my brother was killed in a car crash not fighting some demon" I said getting up. As soon as I got up the others stood up too. I started backing up I backed straight into someone I turned to look and it was Vivian. Wait! What? Vivian!
No thats impossible he was just over there. He grabbed my shoulder and held me in place tightly but gentle enough not to hurt me but he was strong, I couldnt break free usually I can fight but hes unhumanly strong but at the same time he was taking so much care not to hurt me.
"You must see the truth" Theon said passing his hands over my eyes and everything went black.
A new town and new life.
My name is Cherish Wolf and I just got kicked off to a new orphans center in this shit hole town called Shadowvale, Illinois in the fucking States for christ sakes! I had to take a plane from beautiful cold Tampere, Finland to boring hot Shadowale. My flight was terrible nothing to do no TV or nothing and I was stuck with nothing to do because I had put my CD player in one of my suitcases which of course was not with me. The flight attendent tried to get all chumy with me but I ignored her, I really didnt feel like being nice to anyone at the moment. I felt like trash that could be throw away when I wasnt convinent anymore I guess I always will fell this way no home no family and no friends.
When the plane touched down I quickly got my bags and left and started to walk the 2 blocks to the church on the edge of town. Seriously the airport was at one edge of town and the center on the other this town was so small you could throw a rock from one end to the other. This place didnt even have any street lights, so I fished a flashlight out of my suitcase, which had everything I own in it, and began my walk. I was about half way there when I heard some one call my name I turned around then back around. It sounded as if the very wind was calling my name.
"Hello" I called into the dark. A noise came making me jump a mile, I realized that it was my phone playing Glory of the Shame. That's Christus's ring tone. I answered it.
"Hey Chris" I said.
"Hey sweetie how was the flight?" He asked.
"Sucky. They didnt exaggerate when they said this town was tiny. My fucking attention span is bigger than this town" I complained.
"Wow and thats saying something. Are you at the center yet?" He asked.
"No I'm not. This town is seriously creepy." I replied.
"Okay do want me to stay on the phone with you until your there?" He asked.
"Would you please?" I asked.
"Of course love." He answered. So we talked about Finland and music and he listened to me whine about being here until I got to the center.
"Okay Im here Chris" I said.
"Alright love I'll call tommorow love you" He said he meant in a brotherly way dont think like that sickos.
"Love you too Chris." I said and hung up the phone. And walking into the run down old building that was the center.
"Ah you must be Miss Wolf. I am Isobelle." said a slightly plump woman. My first impression of her was bad I thought she would be like all the rest with that fake sugar sweet attitude. I had been kicked around to way to many homes to fall for that sickly sweet speach.
"Your room is this way we dont have any rooms in the girls wing so for now youll be staying with a boy." She explained.
"Ja Ja Ja I dont care" I grumbled just ready to lay down and sleep.
"Ah I read on your chart youve been to many homes around the world. How was Finland?" She asked.
"Better than this dump." I growled at her.
"Oh well youll be 18 pretty soon then you can go back if you like." She said sweetly. "Here we are" She pointed to a room.
"I can get this myself" I told her when she tryed to help me with my bags "And I fully intented to return to Tampere when Im 18" I slammed the door in her face.
"Nice" said a boys voice from behind me.
"What" I asked hostily.
"Where do you think your going?" Dani asked.
"Out. Ill be back later" I said.
"Whoa whoa whoa you arent going anywhere" Dani replied grabing my arm hard.
"Dani stop your hurting me" I said struggling against him. He pulled me to him and I looked into his they were turning red.
"You are mine little girl and you arent leaving" He said. I struggled but he was to strong my hand was pressed against his chest and somehow he flew backwards hitting the floor hard. I took my chance and ran for it I ran out the door and kept running I could feel him still chasing me I feel him get closer and then I ran into someone. I screamed and struggled thinking it was Dani.
"Hey its okay your alright" Someone said comforting me his voice was almost musical. He was Finnish I could tell he had the gorgeous accent that I loved. I looked up at my savior and my jaw dropped I couldnt even believe who I was speaking too. I mean what would he be doing here he lives all the way in Finland. He wasnt touring or else I would be the first one to have tickets to any show so what is he doing here?
"Are you okay did Dani hurt you?" He asked. I was much to shocked to answer I mean who wouldnt be if they met the cuttest drummer in the world. I was so nervous but he didnt seem to be.
"Hi Im..."
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